I need help...

Well there was this kid whom told me a secret having to do with me,and i totally wasn't going to say a word. I was wrong.. I've never told a secret ever, until now. He trusted me with everything,and now it's gone forever. If i wouldn't have told my supposed to be best friend this wouldn't have happened. I didn't even say it, I implied something about it,and she guessed it. All he said was," wow thought I could trust you. Forget about it and go to Hell." This is a horrible feeling. I couldn't reply... I couldn't. I'm not worthy enough to apologize. I have no courage, no backbone, no nothing. I can't totally blame her, I blame myself. All i know now, is that i am a horrible person.

Johnny Cash

I have come to relaize that i love Johnny Cash. I just got done watching, Walk the Line. It's such a cute movie! I cried when he proposed to June on stage. I'm really starting to love older music of this sort. Ray Charles is even a good musician. I suggest you get interested in this kind of music!

Cute Book

Well i am reading this book, Before I fall. It's amazzing. I probably wont ever like a book this much. I read in class all day too. That's crazy i just wasted a post on a random boook. It's totally worth it though.

SPRING BREAK! (April 2,2010)

Well Spring Break began last Friday. I am visiting my sister, and her family right now. It's quite in enjoying, actually. So you know what I love most about Spring? The beautiful flowers; I'm a flower freak. Lol. Do you guys have Spring Breaks? Well I enjoy mine. Everybody should enjoy them because life is too short to not like things.

What about me...?

Well i just looked at my bestfriends myspace profile and I am no where to be found on it.

I am not one to get mad over that kinda of thing,but in this case she's my bestfriend and it really upsets me. What do I do? I mean I've been there for her for like 6 years, and she is always first of anybody I know. I guess i don't know anymore.... :/

AWKWARD.

Long Time No See.

Well i know it's been a long time since I've last written. Not much has happened.

Well I know tomorrow is Easter sunday!

Not exactly what i want to talk about but, it is something that came to my head.

I'm so confused though. My bestfriend and I might date. We both addmited we liked eachother.

Do I like him? Yes,of course.


BAMM; New topic:

I am going to start going to church. I believe it will better myself. I hope i will be more happy,and joyful. It should help me realize how wonderful life is,hopefully.

When i look at beautiful pictures it helps me find peace. I like that feeling.

Do you ever feel like when you write a blog or something of the sort, that you're lying to everybody? I think i feel like that. Everything i write doesn't seem to match me, at all.

I really do intend on finding what causes this. I am determined to get to the bottom of it.<3