Saturday, May 15, 2010

You said it.


Right when he said "much love" is when I knew it would end. I thought you were the one. Both of you had a heart next to the status, i knew. Then i saw the, "May 14,2010", I knew it all. You were my everything. you may think what you are doing is not wrong, it's not. I'm happy for you, honest! But you were mine first! Why can't you treat me like before? I thought you loved me. Guess not. If you didn't treat me differently while dating her, I wouldn't have a least bit problem with you two. But you can't treat me like that and expect me to just stay with you. It's all gone. You, me, us.

I felt like my whole heart fell into a bottom-less pit, falling with no ending. Confused, on where to end, or turn. Have you ever felt this way? It just never stops! I don't even know where to begin anymore. Has life given up on me? Or did I give up on it?

I feel dead.



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