That one call

I pressed that scroll button, and my heart was shrunken. your name was so clear, I didn't need a mirror. I stoped and stared thinking you actually cared but I know it's a lie. that's why you make me cry I don't know if I should push "call" or throw it at the wall. both are useless. You're clueless; to what you've put me through. there's nothing now you can do, you'll never be there. You're a huge lie. and you have nothing to go by. So, I just set the phone down. with just a simple frown knowing that's not the reason you called. but I'm not appaled. you've always been fake, and caused me heartache. So now, I look forward. knowing my life, is now, altered.