Being Alive.

I don't feel strong anymore.
I don't even know if it's worth fighting for.
I feel so ashamed by doing this.
I feel like I'm something they wouldn't miss.
I am so broken inside.
I am someone I'm still trying to find.
They say to stay strong,
but what if they're wrong?
I am so drained from these tears.
I can't keep living in this fear.
I will come out alive,
& for life I will strive.